relationships

they are too complicated and often too dam diffiuclt.
had a bust up with the dad.but do we ever not bust up.we seem to go from one scene of disagreemant with eacohter to the next.so we are either blazing,swearing and in full swing...sniping...or avoiding so we dont have to bring u p the argume t of the moment.i hate it,i hate how it it between us and how i fear him being at home for arguing with him.what a way to feel.i hate it.

i spoke to my auntie and she made me feel bettr,i often ring her in times of need and just writing that down here makes me think i need to email her to show my appreciation because she really is there so much for me.

i miss mum today.i wanted to be wth her mre but the dad made it impossible.

good thing to make todays shit not seem so bad:finsihed book and started great new one.
brothers home:)