today has been a hard day though.for many reasons i suffer with some issues with my mouth,ive had extensive surgery,i think at the moment its too painful to go into that.a blog is almost like a new friend isnt it.you dont quite know how open you want to be with it yet so just have to set up some ground work first and thats what i think ill stick to at the moment.so there be lots of outlines of things without having to delve into the really heavy stuff.its feels safe enough for me right now.
but i was booked into the denitst for an emergency appointment,its at a lovely place who are always really good to me.the cost isnt but blah we say that about everything nowadays dont we.she repacked an infected tooth.basically the newest drame in my mouths little horror movie is a dead root and nerve that just rotted the insdie of my mouth traveling to my nose.yes youd think pain think BIGGER pain and your not even close.i went on monday and wa sput on antibiotics but due to shitty care ive not had the rest sorted,so the infections gotten worse.and now on mre anitbods.oh joy.
its banana medicine,or this is what we called it as kiddie winks.i remeber staring from the kithcen door at the stuff as a kid thinking noooo not that again mummy.now its not so good either as theyve taken all the good stuff out.the sugar:)
but well see what happens now.fingers crossed this pain will sease a little.both mentally and pysically its drainging me.and with all else in my life going shit(again friend i cnt trust you with the rest yet)its all getting too much.
here is something good.apart from the lvoe ym parents gave me.i drew. here a sampler of my xmas card.
arent these three and their doggy cute,i love drawing this one.,anyone want to commision me and want me to draw forever for them feel free to ask.
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