starting this,trying to anyway

starting a new blog.what for,i dont no.not for anyone else as the posts ill put up wont interest or help anyone.
ive always love writing,from even when i was little and i used to write newspaper articles in my 'little red folder' with stories in it such as girls being saved in frozen rivers,dogs recusing there bones in the garden,robbers,all sorts.i love it.i used to pretened to be a teacher in my room and loved the writing there.
loved english.i wirte for angland too.there is not such a thing as keeping it short and simple with me.the teacher once told me to stop working so hard and wirting so much once!!so yes i love to write.
so i guess that just what im going to do here.just keep writing.perhaps it will help with all that going off round here,perhaps not.
but i read blogs every day.im jealous of how great,inspriation,witty and clever they are.mine mst ceitranly wont be any of those things and this makes me sad.
but i just want ot write.so i will.and if i give it up in  day then so be it.but for now im writing.and i like that.
though im sitll hating myself for not being interested enough,have enough firends,do enough.know enough or eat,cook restaurant it up enough to put a good blog together that people flock to like i read every day,but jeakousy will have to stay as i dont have any of those things.

a few things about me.
i love my family
love reading.
im a deff foodie.obsesssed ok ok.-read millions of food blogs a day:)-
i love animals
love helping people
love people when they are kind
love greg davies,dara and mickey flanigan
love a good movie,shawshank.green mile.oh and yes the odd chikc flick or thousand in there too!!
tv holic
no smoking or drinking for me
i love to draw and love art.
love it when people make others happy when you hear something that makes yyou involenterily smile:)-aaahaha u did then didnt ya'll

is currently watching young apprentice.and waitng for the bathroom to be free,jiggling my ass off because im desperate!!